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#1 2020-06-19 02:09:14
- MS2020
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- Registered: 2020-03-06
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Stories of difficult or unhappy early experiences
I first what to say how much I love the BA confessions.
It’s great to hear all the differents ways someone can grow to know themselves sexualy.
However, as much as I love to hear happy stories about first orgasms, I've been wonder if anyone has ever talked about more unhappy or painful early sexual experiences. Does anyone recall for example getting caught masturbating and being shamed or even punished for it? That doesn't seem to be as common know as it once was, but it does still happen.
I quested whether anyone would go far as to confession outright sexual assault but just recently I heard 4718 talk about exactly that. I was shocked, very surprised and rather impressed with her frank honesty about this and her struggling to figure out if she was asexual.
It would be interesting and (maybe even a bit helpful for some) to hear how others managed to work through their own past trauma to the point of feeling comfortable sharing their orgasm and their story on this site.
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#2 2021-06-05 05:54:13
- LBloomSaffron
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Re: Stories of difficult or unhappy early experiences
@MS2020: Ms. 4718's confession made me cry. I'm so happy that's she's in a much better place than she was in the past.
When I was 14, I didn't develop much interest in masturbation. I was way too focused on maximizing my grades, wanting to be the "golden boy". I had anger issues that cropped up out of this fervent desire that got so bad my elderly principal watched over me a lot closer than I liked. Thankfully, it went no further than a few unsolicited neck rubs during lunchtime. It was enough to really make me feel vulnerable for a long time that I didn't even bother with girls throughout high school. After a long summer and a bike accident right before my freshman year, I discovered BA along with its eroticism and dialogues. Just looking at all the thumbnails for confessions made me feel good that self-love was so in vogue. I don't know what I would've done without BA.
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