I am #2836 :) I just watched myself for the first time

#2836 · 2013-08-27 05:36:44

How very interesting! I just watched myself orgasm for the very first time. What a strange thing to see! I really got into it, and felt just how I was feeling when I did the shoot. I never realised how much of myself would come through. Then I watched a couple others, and they were the same; it made me feel like I know them a little. Especially with the confession to go with them. How great. I love this site!

When watching my confession, another thing I thought I would like to add with regards to the best sex I have ever had - I mean fun sex is great, but ultimate sex? The most passionate, and most happy, has been with my boyfriend. Just normal, not overly kinky sex (which is great too), just passion. A need for each other, to feel each other. Just a need to be one. It didn't really even feel like sex, it felt like we were together, like one being.

Thoughts?

lauren · 2013-08-27 07:00:24

Welcome Ms #2836, nice to have you drop on in to the forums!

When I am reviewing an Agony video or editing an Agony video I always feel as if I know the person who is on my screen. The intimate and personal nature of Beautiful Agony surprises me all the time, and humbles.

Thank you for sharing your Agony with us all.

#2877 · 2013-10-04 06:47:37

Hi! I just wrote a post too about watching myself come too ... though I have seen myself come in a mirror, but it was different watching it online, maybe because I know lots more people could be watching it too ... When I watched the confessions though, I thought, oh yes thats me ... haha I know what Im going to say next
I havent watched any other ones ye, but I will do now.
Thanks

pinno1956 · 2013-12-26 04:36:54

hey ladies, i am a new member, and been downloading some vids, starting from newest to oldest, so far i have downloaded from member 2947 (newest) down to 2829, so to members 2877 and 2836 just above me, i have already watched and enjoyed your lovely videos, and will go back later and download all the confession videos from all the wonderful ladies in here as well.

unfortunately when i click the members thumbnail to download their agony video, in many cases the confession video thumbnail wont load so i cant download that at the same time.

keep up the great work ladies, once i have downloaded these files i will be showing them to my wife, along with all the vids i downloaded over at I.F.M as well.

cheers...pinno

#2963 · 2014-01-15 08:11:06

I've just watched my video and I know exactly what you mean. It's so interesting to view yourself in such a way. I really feel like I am more aware of my own sexuality as a result of watching it. I thought I would be embarrassed by the video but I was really surprised at how much I enjoyed watching myself have fun.

And then I felt the same thing watching the other video's. They really captivated me and I feel a connection when I watch you all enjoying self pleasure. It's like we are all connected by the same amazing experience. <3

Traci · 2014-02-02 07:08:29

I like to hear that there are so many people that feel the same. Maybe I am normal My fav part of this site are the confessions! I love to hear all the crazy stories people have. It is reassuring always to know how it isn't strange or shameful if you like to occasionally masturbate with a banana or vegetable. I sometimes like to use wine bottles, just the skinny end inside, and then control the large bit with my feet. It leaves my hands free for intensive playing or if I want to hold a vibrator against my clit. --I never told anyone that, but listening to how normal it is to experiment and try new things makes me feel like I can share. Keep up the experimentations ladies and gents, whatever floats your boat.

glen31 · 2014-02-25 16:30:43

That wine bottle usage sounded hot! so i gave the tip to my friend and she tried it and she loved it! she loves vegetables too but unfortunatley for me being a guy theres not a lot of choice, but i do love using my vibrating butt plug while i masturbate, i was not sure at first but my friend got me into it and now i cant stop! lol sometimes the feel of a vibe on my balls is awesome too. ps 2836 your video was awesome and hot! i loved the confession and now as your vid was so awesome im thinking of contributing too!

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uri · 2014-02-25 17:21:59

glen31 wrote:

That wine bottle usage sounded hot!

But be careful with wine bottles! Long-time ago I heard from a very dangerous accident with a wine bottle (it’s no kidding). By fast in and out bump, the open bottle generates a vacuum what might cause bad injuries and internal uterus-bleeding.

glen31 · 2014-02-26 06:20:33

uri wrote:

glen31 wrote:
That wine bottle usage sounded hot!
But be careful with wine bottles! Long-time ago I heard from a very dangerous accident with a wine bottle (it’s no kidding). By fast in and out bump, the open bottle generates a vacuum what might cause bad injuries and internal uterus-bleeding.

thanks so much for the tip! so have to be careful when doing that!

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glen31 · 2014-03-03 10:54:15

So what are other peoples thoughts on #2836?? i def think shes a sweet beautiful hot individual with an awesome sexy contribution! i love the accent! we are so lucky to have an awesome individual like her on the site!

ArranM2 · 2014-04-13 10:52:27

I watched your agony and your confession. The agony was stunning, I imagine it must be surreal to watch yourself looking so beautiful, with your long hair accentuating your face in pure ecstasy. I just love womens hair, its one of the things that makes me go weak, sort of like your inner elbow desires. I didn't think this site would really be for me, but watching that was just mind blowing.

I'd love to see more of you, but then who really needs anything too fancy in life when you have a back massager, ears and a pair of feet? Love it.

falseshuffler · 2014-09-07 09:31:50

i very much enjoyed reading your words concerning your watching yourself. I was especially touched by your statement that your best sex with your boyfriend wasn't like sex at all, but your were one. . . . I would say that is sex, the most profound meaning of the term 'sexual intercourse.' That's it. That's what it's all about. . . . What can ever be more exquisite than to be carried into complete release from the bondage of even ourselves, and to know as one the catharsis and spiritual cleansing that, having carried you away, returns you again, both spent and sweetly renewed? . . . All aglow. . . . IN love.

Have the two of you ever recorded your own lovemaking? If not, I highly recommend it.

Best of everything to you . . . D

falseshuffler · 2014-09-07 09:56:28

PS: I just watched your posting. I should have watched it first, but since I do any number of things backward it was in character. . . . . It is lovely (as are you) . . . and touches the heard. . . . Above all, thank you for the trust you show is sharing with us. It is a gift.

i also watched you confession. You are cool, hip, and funny in the bargain. Speaking of dogs, sometime I must tell you about "sex, the cat, and the candle." Did you ever bust out laughing (both of you) right in the middle of it?

Traci · 2014-09-09 03:32:13

I am really glad you enjoyed my contribution The confessions were definitely the scariest part, but I think the most rewarding too. It was really great to have to opportunity to speak so openly and honestly. It's hard to find people in real life you can connect to and just chat. I mean, people might see my video now and judge me, but not when I just filmed it. Only the camera was there, and I could say whatever I wanted. You know?

Frodob · 2014-09-30 07:37:45

having watched your contribution i believe it is perfect for this site.... beautiful agony ! The agony that leads to ecstasy is beautiful to behold (as you yourself are)

hurry back with a 2nd offering .....

#2967 · 2014-10-06 03:59:42

Traci wrote:

The confessions were definitely the scariest part, but I think the most rewarding too. It was really great to have to opportunity to speak so openly and honestly. It's hard to find people in real life you can connect to and just chat.

I totally agree with you Traci (well, we can talk together about those stuff, but we are lucky to have each other!). What I thought very interesting too is the way the questions work together. For me I really felt it like the orgasm video itself in a way : you start quietly, talking about pretty normal stuff and while the Confessions keep going, we start to get 'excited' and share more and more specifically. I don't know if that makes sense but I can really see a parallel between the orgasm and the way we do Confessions. Lovin' it!

And to answer the thread (finally!), I was pretty scared to see myself having an orgasm just because I'm a very 'cerebral' person, I was afraid to imagine my face each time I would have an orgasm after ^^ Well, don't worry for me, my brain goes too far away to think about my face while I come Yipee!!

Lena_D

Traci · 2014-10-07 02:10:50

I guess that's true too Lena. When you really get into it, you aren't thinking about it. But sometimes I over think things even if I'm having sex or something. Like I will be about to have an orgasm, then suddenly I remember I need to put the washing on. Or make a loaf of bread or something. And then I can't get back to that state of ecstasy. Gah. So stupid. Why does my brain do that? Then if I say out loud what I'm thinking, the person with me thinks I'm not into it. And I am, it's just I thought of something else, that isn't actually important and I don't want to think about it!

falseshuffler · 2014-12-02 23:13:22

Hi Traci. Just watched your agony and confession again. Wonderful on both counts. how have you been. Drop a note if you can.

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